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Tuesday, December 3, 2024

Hello December


December is here?! Time flies by fast! Today it actually snowed. T❄️๐ŸŒจ️here was a snow storm 2 weeks ago.. Guess what happened then? It melted.. this snow will too. Sadly snow is almost in the past at least where ilive geographically.๐Ÿ˜ž

I remember when i was little . Oh boy so much of it.๐Ÿ˜ But now its mostly rain. I checked the weather .. its gonna be above 0 Celsius which means no snow will be able to come down... ☹️๐Ÿ˜ก 
I do believe its because Global warming. Pretty sure or something else .. No idea..
Theres so much mud outside my home. They are digging to replace pipes. Machines and such are there from 8 am to 4 pm.. ๐Ÿซค my cats are also muddy . Bringing in their muddy paws.. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜
I even had it on my pillow!! ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

Monday, November 25, 2024

New hair


My hair started to look a bit meh. So i had this darnpurple hair color 30% off. Why not? 
Looks alot better.๐Ÿ˜ป I had such a bad day yesterday. Lay in bed most of the time. ๐Ÿ˜ž Felt ugly, fat , like a failure... Just really putting myself down. Right now im at work. I have to get thin. Before this year is over ?! How im gonna do that? Is there a miracle out there ?๐Ÿซค

Wednesday, November 20, 2024

Feeling lonely tonight

 well i dont know what to write about Whats going on. ๐Ÿ˜ฟ
 So Pinterest you are doing an awesome job doing it for me. 

Friday, November 15, 2024

People who brag on social media


I got the annoying family friend and her partner have been travelling excessive this year.. Guess what? They post it on Facebook. ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜
I counted 3 trips. Miami, a boat cruise for the day and Germany , Berlin . 
Okay we get it stop bragging about it. Blah!! Im i unfollowing you both. ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿคฉ๐Ÿฅณ
Im om my way to work..cranky  and tired . Pmsing too!!! ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ฎ‍๐Ÿ’จ


Sunday, November 3, 2024

Medium Meeting

Well the meeting with he medium went well.
The first person she felt had hard time to open up and come forward. She described it a man , medium height. Dark hair. She said there was really a sadness over him.  I thouo She was going to cry. I could really see the sadness over her. Teary eyes...She had really hard to connect with him .She also got nausea while reading him. She also said did he was a abuser of substances? I get that feeling. Pills also came up. Alcohol. 
She also asked if i recognise that person. I did . I knew it was my sweet brother ♥️๐Ÿ˜ญ

 She tried to see how he passed away. She got accident, trauma on face ,teeth. It went fast. He also felt he didnt belong where he was . He felt it was better if he wasnt around. ๐Ÿ˜ญ  She also got dize , play cards, he had something around his wrist. Maybe a watch ? Then she mentioned floor something laying around on the floor? She also said he was sorry. 

He said through her . He was proud how I have bloomed as a person. He is around me alot . How kind , sensitive I am. That I feel alone. He knew that. She showed handwriting. Not sure what that meant?

Then she said did she said did he take his own life ? I was like wow. ๐Ÿ˜ญ♥️ 

My grandma supposedly came  through lmao
. That's alright maybe she wanted to pop in too. 

It was an interesting experience. I might go and see another one in a few days. Just to compare . I'm not ready yet to end it. I want to know more ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿฅฐ




Thursday, October 31, 2024

just feeling worthless


I will tell you about the medium Meeting tomorrow. I just talked to my older sis about it. Well she said my niece, her partner and my younger sis will come by on Saturday. Because its nieces partners birthday. I never really met her long enough. Was just feeling left out.๐Ÿ˜ž Why dont i ever get invited? Thanks. I dont wanna beg n whine to come. Just feel so fuckin stupid. Yet again. Like im the weirdo.๐Ÿ˜ฟ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ Its me as a person  they dont like ????
Just me and me huh? Can i join you brother?♥️♥️


Wednesday, October 30, 2024

Meeting a medium today


I will have my session online through video. She is located in another city. Im very excited. ๐Ÿ˜„I never been to one. This will be my first time!!
I hope my brother will come through.๐Ÿฅฐ♥️ Who knows who else will?? ๐Ÿ‘€ Right now im just at work doing some extra cleaning. The students are having a week off . Not us... We gotta do our job. ๐Ÿ˜… 

Friday, October 25, 2024

Sunshine, Leaves and ?


Halloween is coming up!! ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿฅณim just done with work and yeah im tired . but its Friday too!! my brother's girlfriend well fiance called me today at work. She is so nice and funny. I can tell she's making my brother happy. ❤️ His other woman didn't match that. She is a witch . ๐Ÿ˜พ Just tore him down. I'm happy for him.

Anyone else play family island ? If not I think you should go and try it. It's so much fun. I can't wait to play when I get home. ☺️๐Ÿฅณ And of course kiss all my furbabies 
 
I bought this big lantern from internet. A pumpkin.  Lits up. Very cool.