feeling sorry for myself

Just felt blah all weekend... Being a woman and having these emotions go like fireworks 🎇😞 keep messing up my diets....

So I went to the store I bought cookie dough ice cream. I'm gonna be home and watch this movie.. I'm fat too.. 🤷‍♀️  fast and sad 😭😭

Happy Halloween

Today I was with my mom we went to my brothers grave put up some candles and the lantern. It's alla helgons day. Then we are at burger king, and went to a couple of stores.

Pretty good day. I found some Christmas ornaments and some halloween stuff on sale but almost all were sold out..😏 but that's okay.

Happy Halloween!! 🎃👻 

Halloween stuff i bought 🎃

I was at dollar store. We got one but it's not super cheap . I found some spiders and Webbs . That's what I wanted to have, but I would want other stuff but idk if I will found more. And I can't spend too much since I only get half of what I earned in salary. 

Im okay with it .😊🎃

Not my day today

Got complain today about work. Not where I was but at my other place I clean. The laundry rooms aren't clean properly.. well no shit? I haven't been there since last week?! And the ones who do the laundry don't clean after themselves.. so it get very dirty quickly. I'm only there once a week. I get all the blame!!!??? I clean so bad?! No I don't . I always give my 💯. BS! Ok get so angry at that , they don't know what they're talking about. Going there tomorrow clear that shit up. 😡😤😤 And top of that I stepped on a needle . Oowwwwiiie 

😩😫 So this day I'm done with Wednesday. I'm tired 😴😴 and pissed off. Lol

Today I feel like an alien

Today hasnt been the greatest of days . Just felt very blah and bleh. Just gone to work n get the cat then home and now I'm gonna watch some YouTube. Just today I felt like an alien👽 among humans. Weird feeling , but that's how I felt today. My knee been bothering me too , sucks. Thought it got better.. nope...

Hello October

October is here . The leaves on the trees have started to change colors. Very pretty. 

When I was cleaning one of my places , I saw someone familiar... My family friends ex wife. 

Apparently she lives there now 😐 She started to tell me about their marriage and , her wife did this and that . She even invited me to her home to talk about it.. honestly I'm not interested... I don't care what happen between you two... 🙄🤷‍♀️

I'm taking this medicin for my leg/knee. 2 big ass pills. They seem to work. But they make my mouth so dry... 😟 

Bang bang outside my door

 I was getting ready for work and I was gonna take out some trash. I heard like banh bang. Ithought is it my neighbors? It's 2 guys above me but .. I was like okkkaayy... I was heading out saw a masked man it said police on his shirt. He had on civilian clothing and covered up his face. He said; police . I'm like ahh okay.. make sense now... I wonder what that neighbor on door 3 been up to? I know he has 2 kids, boys and a wife. 😮😳 🤔

Interesting morning... I'm now heading for McDonalds. For some lunch 🍔

I forgot to post it yesterday.. 🤷‍♀️🙄

My last day of work was 16 sept

my last day at my job was yesterday. I went in and I went to the office to leave my keys and clothes... So today I just had my other job to go to.. I did actually sleep in til 9. 😊 Soo nice

 was still tired but it will become easier?  It will be alright. It will be ok. 🐱🐱🐱

25th anniversary of 9/11

25 years ago 

United Airlines 11 and United Airlines 175 hit The World Trade Center .

 United Airlines 77  hit the Pentagon

 United Airlines 93 crashed down in the field near Shanksville in Somerset county , Pennsylvania. 

2,996 lives were lost and many got sick and died after the attack from dust and everything that came up from the buildings.

Good mood today!

 Im just in a good mood today , The elevator in the school has been broken all week but today it seems to be fixed. I kinda.. hoarders my trash bags in my room where I keep my stuff. I'm on the 4th floor and the trash room is on 1.. I was line nuhuh... Not happening .

But also met up with my boss from my other job.. I was gonna sign my new  contract . I'm a permanent employee now 😀😀😀😀 and I also got a raise because I am the one who wash my own mops and such for my places. He put into my pay.. 😍😍

Doing a happy dance🐱