Fasting

 

Did you know intermittent fasting van help you lose more weight... I've read about it alot . That's what I'm gonna try. I'm actually on fasting right now. On hour 14 almost 15 h since I ate.. I admit I ate some bad stuff... Chips and dipp😑🙄 Maybe I'm just punishing myself... 

Saturday rant

I havent lost anything.. UGH. But i havent gained😐🫤. Well better so better next week.  Its nice to have a chill Saturday. I need to do some cleaning at my place. Alot of dust bunnies. Or dust kitties? 

My mom is coming over for lunch. We're gonna eat some pulled chicken and rice with kebab sauce. Yum.  I Kinda ate some late breakfast, i have been so into rice cakes , or corn cakes , and there's lintel cakes too. So good. 😋

Watching 600 lbs maybe gives me some motivation 😆😆😆

Very tired week

This week has been really tired. The students have come back now . So its been full go go . 🙀

My feet been burning and acting, But maybe next week is easier.. lol or not Im very grateful for having jobs . Im always giving my all at all times.

Havent lost any weight.. darn!? Next week is only veggies week. Must take this fat off. For reala

 I hate being this weight.. UGH!!!😫 Being a comfort water Doesnt help

Fat Sunday

I just feel gross , fat, ugly and very down today🥺☹️😭 Everything is wrong about me today. Taken alot of pics and video myself.. Damn doesnt work at all.. just worse . What do you do when you have those ugly days?? 🤔😕 And yesterday i missed his call because the app had logged me out!! Ahh!!!!!! Stupid app!!! 😩😩😩

3.26 am entry

I havent wrote back to his message. I usually do very quickly.? But i just dont know what to reply to that?  🤔🫤☹️🤨😒 so i just dont . I dont feel like it. Im doing okay so far. I havent collapsed yet. I am very very veeerrrryyyy tired. Mind and body and soul. Oh my gosh ! I really cant wait for the weekend. 🙏🙏🙏 

My weight loss hasnt changed . I need to step up... Its already October?! I m here stuck on the same weight. Ridiculous!!! 😤😤😤😤 

I wish there was a pill that made you not hungry . I know there's this weight loss diabetic medicin thing out there. I reslt wouldn't try it. Where did my pillpower go? 🫥🫥😒🙄

weight update

Um so I haven't lost anything yet.. Or gained any weight,wich is good. But not great either 🤔😕 I'm gonna keep on trying. Feels like my body doesn't want me to lose weight. Just very weird.. I'm just very sad today about my looks. My stomach especially. Just feel blah. 😔☹️

Positive note I feel skinnier. I don't know why. Maybe I lost weight without the scale showing it. Sometimes scales do lie!!

I bought actually a new scarf. My scales. Yeah I got 2 already might lie.. I bought it from Amazon. Pretty cheap 12 bucks. 

Good week (sofar) good cake

 

I found a cake on sale. Blue berry cake!!!🍰 I just had to buy it. Guess what?? It tasted DELICIOUS!!! 😋😍 its going on my top 5 cakes. 

My diet is going so and so. I gotta step up a bit so I dont fall back or just stay in the same weight. 😌🤔🤐

Tomorrow is Pay Day. YAYY! Cant wait for it . Except for paying bills part.  By the way I have dyed some highlights in my hair. I bleached it. Its yellowish right now. I'm gonna try to dye it more to the ashblond. That is tomorrow or the day after. It looks good but its yellow lmao. Thats how it is . I do have alot of dark in my hair and blue. 

Im off work Thursday. Its a holiday over here in Sweden. That will be so nice plus the school is closed Friday too. I gotta work. I was gonna go home earlier but I got a txt saying we start 07.00 and we. are gonna do floor maintenance. lmao the co worker thought he could go home after an hour. Guess not😂😂😂 at least we are off around 12.00. 👍👌

I have lost weight!!!

 YAAY!!! 

I lost 5.5 lb so far!!! Atleast its on the right path..I am so fuckin happy about it!!! 😁😄What a good Friday. I just need to get under 177 and I will be even more happier... End of May that will happen for sure! 

Im also happy its Friday and its the weekend. Nice with some REST and just RELAX.😴😌❤️

By the way. Mirabelle my cat is pregnant again . I think she will be due in late june!! Im so excited!!! Little kittens!!!! ❤️😁😄😊

Egg Donation Completed On Monday

 

YeppNow I dont have to take those hormone shots or anything. Wich feels good. Im still swollen and my boobs are hurting... I already got the payment to my account. They were so nice. 11 eggs were taken out. Not bad.

I weight alot more than I did? I hope its just fluid. I have to get back on the weight loss journey again. My mom just told me I snore LOUD! Really loud. Thats not good. Im not sure if its because of my weight or because of my allergies. But Its good for the health to be normal weight. Im gonna getback on it. I never gave up just havent been motivated to it... Im gonna try with 800 cals to 1000 cals a day. Thats what Im gonna try to start with.

Today I have dentist appointment. I was gonna have it on Monday but they callled and they asked if I could come today...Eh I guess its okay. I would rather have it on Monday. 

Time to say good bye to the fat for good

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Small weight loss goals works better

Im gonna go out and eat on the 28th , so that is 9 days til then. I want to make a small goal that I will lose 4 pounds til then. (2kg) Then I can treat myself. After that I will continue to lose the weight til summer. Sounds like a good plan. i just gotta stick to it.

My Healthy eating

As you know I am trying to lose the 9 kg I put on last year. So far its going pretty good. Some daysare hard. I try to think about not to snack too much late. I want to lose the 9 kg (22 pounds) within 3 months. If not before Summer. I reeeaallly dont want to feel like this at summer. Like flabby. And clothes not sitting right. Nope. Deff not😩😨

Next year I wont be this weight I swear I wont

Just tried to workout , Aw man. It sucks I cant get it right. Its like I mess it up. Everytime. But I will make a new years resolution. I will get down to my original weight. I will! I dont want to spend 2018 like this. I just feel like a whale. I know im not superhuge but it does feel like it at times. Im so mad I let my emotions take over back in early 2017. So freakin stupid!!!But another year is coming up and I will make it up. YES!

Deff  gonana do this 

I so want to hear this 

Keep up the good work

Been doing great so far, So proud of myself. Good Job!!!  On day 4 now. I am gonna do a weight loss calender. So i can keep better track 😊😅So tired of staying the same. I will be the same if nothing is being done... right? 

Goodbye old self, Hello New me

For anyone and everyone who are trying to lose weight.  

Frustrated at you scale

That stupid MTF scale. Gosh I hate you!!! I havent lost more than maybe 1 pound,  I worked so hard this week. Keeping count on my app on cals.... UGH!! Just frustrating as fuck. I just really wanted to lose 2 pounds this week. 😤😢I know i havent worked out as much this week, Maybe thats it? Well theres another week coming up.