Bitter sweet morning

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed!!! i dont know when i usually wake up on the right side?????
Ugh, im turning into a bitter bitch!!! Starting to think its almost to late to feel so called happiness and satisfaction?????

Watched a show about bullying last night and one girl took her own life because she was so bullied. I kinda wished I had done it and that i wish i could do it.  Isn't that horrible i wish that?????