keep feelings to yourself or share them ?

This morning I sent a very important email about how ive felt the last 2 months to my special someone, and theres still a feeling like "maybe I should have kept it to myself or not tell him at all about it"

Then again a good relationship is based on honesty and communication + feelings. Maybe he doesnt even recognise what he does or do that I do. So by telling my feelings he knows about it. Theres a nice and sweet way to do it instead of accusing someone.

Im not feeling the best right now and i really need him if he cant be here for me then he cant. Im not expecting an answer or anything just felt like writing that off my chest.