I feel so disgusting

I got no reson to feel like this way??? I just feel ugly, Fat and just plain out blaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!  Did I mentioned BLAH? Anyways I dont feel like going to that stupid internship, Yeah I understad its job experiance, but they have 5-6 interns there already?? :/ And my job coach dont get why i dont want to go there so i will email my other job coach who is much nicer. You cant make me if I feel its not right????

I only slept 5 hours, WOke up at 3 AM. Then I had this weird dreams??!! CRAZY! I felt restless and my mind was spinning!