Just very often I feel like im not meant for this world like I wasnt supposed to be here. I just feel so weird and different compared to people and I cant even find anyone who want to be my friend either. I try my best but then people stop talking to me, I dont even know why. Maybe im just pain in the butt??
sometimes it can go days and if i dont go to work , noone cares to check up on me or whatever either like im not important?? Maybe I care more than they do.