Friday, June 20, 2014
Some thoughts from last night
Before bed I was just thinking alot , I couldnt sleep right away. Mainly cus my nose was so stuffed, but also because I realiesd something. I worry about him but what does that get me? I get nothing out of it except my day gets ruined, my mood gets ruined, and so is my health. So I decided to let it go. I will still think about him but NOT WORRY. I always been like that since I can remember. Its not fun at all. That thought consumes my whole brain and I cant stop thinking about it. What if? What if? What if? When? and How soon?
So NO WORRY NO CRY ^_^ If I get to hear from him , GREAT, but i wont let it get to me. I cant do anything about it, Its up to him. Its a two way street.