Time to think and clear my head

Just happened alot. I got an answer back from my angry letter.... I wrote a apology letter and Jpay. Idk I still think he did wrong by doing that. Now he says its my fault...I didnt start it. I may gone nuts and psycho  and said some things I regret but atleast I apologised. -.- uughh  Now he wants us to take a break. :/