Im gonna write this fast before i get distracted again. And forget.
This week has been so mtf tough. Mentally tough. Draining. Exhausting. I just miss my brother so much. Being without a job is also so scary. I havent been able to pay half of my bills. They are showing up now with more payments added because i didnt pay. Ohhh my how can i fix this? I dont even know if i will be able to pay all of them this month either. I might pay half of the late ones and not pay of the ones i did. I guess??
Man this sucks. I been very sad today. Just all of these bad thoughts going through in my head. Even suicide ones