Rainy Day <-> No mail day?

Well well well, No mail on Monday or yesterday Tuesday 😔😩☹️ bummer, Update: I think not today either...its 2.30 pm no mail.... Grrrrr ....I stalked the stupid mailman from 10.30 to 13.30 and he or she somehow had been there... WHATT!? What in the world?? I wont stalk mailman today. Not feeling it. Meeh. I will just try to take it chill. As possible if I can.  I just get so worried and anxious and all these millions of thoughts swirling in my brain. Very exhasting. Very! I guess I will have to let God do his work.🙏🙏 I just have to try take deep breaths and relax?? 🌼😕 How?? 🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️I just miss him so much 😑😖

I was at the doctors office, Described my symptoms and I GOT THE sick note!!! Hallelluja for that!!!🙏🙌 I also got a new medicine that is gonna help me against my panic attacks , make me sleep better?? Hopefully. 👍😏🙄😒🤨😌