Sunday

Im doing ga little better today just have slept bad and I had a bad dream.....I dont know why im so upset anyways?? We werent a couple and i dont know if he really liked me and its like i had this feeling about it, I also read some old journals I w as like gettin mad at him thousand times a week and decided to delete him?? so maybe it wasnt so great as i thought in my head??

Its like I made up this "fantasy " images of us being so in love and etc....wich was not the true, we werent getting along in real life....

When I was there He made me cry twice and he was sooooo rude, was moody, not romantic at all. he didnt even cooked for me??!!!  SHMUCK! JERK!!!!!!! Douchebag :P feels nice saying all of those words out when ur angry. I dont get angry often and i got anger built up from years not  sowing it so idk what to do when I do get angry.

Now its time for me to be a good Christian and a good person to myself. and no more online relationships... Im done with it....