My last day of work was 16 sept

my last day at my job was yesterday. I went in and I went to the office to leave my keys and clothes... So today I just had my other job to go to.. I did actually sleep in til 9. 😊 Soo nice

 was still tired but it will become easier?  It will be alright. It will be ok. 🐱🐱🐱

25th anniversary of 9/11

25 years ago 

United Airlines 11 and United Airlines 175 hit The World Trade Center .

 United Airlines 77  hit the Pentagon

 United Airlines 93 crashed down in the field near Shanksville in Somerset county , Pennsylvania. 

2,996 lives were lost and many got sick and died after the attack from dust and everything that came up from the buildings.

Good mood today!

 Im just in a good mood today , The elevator in the school has been broken all week but today it seems to be fixed. I kinda.. hoarders my trash bags in my room where I keep my stuff. I'm on the 4th floor and the trash room is on 1.. I was line nuhuh... Not happening .

But also met up with my boss from my other job.. I was gonna sign my new  contract . I'm a permanent employee now 😀😀😀😀 and I also got a raise because I am the one who wash my own mops and such for my places. He put into my pay.. 😍😍

Doing a happy dance🐱

Happy Belated Birthday my 13 year old

A big Happy Birthday to my 13 year old. CAT.

Her birthday is actually on 31st August. I was so sure it was september.. but My sweet Purr . 13 amazing , hissing , purring and meowing years with you . Counting for many more ❤️❤️❤️ 

12 days of work left

 There's about 2 weeks left of my time at my first job. I really have a hard time getting up at time lol.. it's just a struggle. But it will be okay. I just wonder if I will be able to find something else... It will be nice to be able to sleep in. 🐱

 🫪 My piercing , my labret was healing pretty good but all of sudden I got a pimple or a allergy pimple. Maybe it was because of the jewelry? I just hope it heals. 🤞I have to have a bandaid under my lip.

Work anxiety

I just really really don't want to go tomorrow.. just having anxiety over it. I just want to be home til I can go to my other job... These days go so freaking slow.. just nuts!? 😭 Just struggling so much... ☹️

Gonna try to sleep if I can . Took a sleeping pill. I just hate feeling so drained from work everyday. That's what the worse.. I like working . I just don't like being so tired I just can't move.  Is that what it supposed to be? 😟just so tired , exhausted... 😮‍💨😮‍💨😔

Saturday night

Hey hey hey I found a pretty medium sized tick on my black cat. Apparently according to my mom you are not supposed to flush them in the toilet? 🤔 What to do? Burn baby burn 🔥can't burn inside I got 2 smoke detectors one in living room and one in kitchen.. like one wasn't enough 🤷‍♀️ out in the yard we go!! 

I kinda enjoyed it. Not burning ticks but burning stuff.. 😱👀

exhausting day and He ran away!

The cat had been all fussy all night and scratch and jumped on the door handle. When I let him in he tried to climb through my window. 😩

When the time was about 5am I was like let's go outside and let you breath.. I was gonna open the door for my cats and I was gone maybe 1 minute. He had already started to walk, I thought he had gone to his fav spot. Nope,! and the other way. Nope! I went around the neighborhood for an hour.. ahhh fuck!!!??? He is gone.. I didn't put ont the leash 

I called my mom later I had to rest.my head been lacking sleep for days now. She was pissed at me. I didn't mean for it to happen. I had to o go to work too. 😮‍💨😤

Idk if he will go back to the old peoples place.. idk what we gonna do. We been trying to take care of him now and focus on him . Just freaking exhausting. 🤐😵😫

Locking him in the room

After we found him !! By luck. He has been locked inside my living room. He has gone out with a leash lol 👀 He didn't like it at all... I actually went outside at 4 am , he was so restless. Scratching on the door. 

Now he is outside again. He is actually mor calm. He just need to forget that place. Stay here ❤️ 

Trouble with candy the cat

Soo... i let him out that night. and then in the morning he wasnt in the area. I hoped he would show up. He didn't ☹️. I got a call late afternoon. He was back at the elderly couples home. 😑😑... Me and my mom went and got him . So he was around one day more than the next. Yess I was like ok awesome 👍... But then he disappeared again 2nd time Went back to the elderly couple .. We went there and got him again.. Lol then he disappeared again but I tried to keep him locked in. I closed my door. But when I woke up my door was open!!! 😱😩😲 I was like NOOoopo!! I called my it was 4.30 in the morning. She was pissed ... I wasn't my fault  , one of my cats mist have open the door... So I guess he is going back there again... 

They called yesterday and that man even cussed. 😯 They had seen him but he wasn't there, me and my mom went there and tried to look for him anyways. We didn't find him 😑☹️

Candy the cat is home!!!!

Me and my mom was at a bike ride and took some time to enjoy the scenery, She went into her fb. there was an cat post from a missing cat group about a orange male cat , alot of pics too. That looks like our cat ?? Could it be him??? 👀We compared and what if ?? So my mom commented the post, It was from a woman who was a vet and an elderly couple had brought him in to check if he has a chip , wich he hasnt.. Must fix it asap! we got a number and i txt. That person called... We got an adress,  and the man said he could call when the cat comes in. So I was like "okay we will wait " my mom couldn't wait..she went and wanted to look right away lol 

She came back no luck. He called around 6.30 pm. On our way !!! They live in a house . He was like chilling by the sofa . We said caaandyyy... He jumped down and came to us 🥹❤️ Our little guy is home ❤️❤️ 🥹We took him in a cage on the bike... Lol

I have to get him a collar and Id chip him. 

Obsessing over a missing earring

Yup . I can't stop thinking or looking after an earring. It was one of my favorites pair. I only got 1 😭😭😭 Ive looked everywhere.. even in the vacuum bag. Nothing.. I just hate losing stuff inside or outside .. 😢 but I guess it's time to say goodbye to ever finding it again. My cat is sometimes knocks stuff down from my bedside table.. maybe it fell in my trash bin🤷‍♀️🙍‍♀️ I know I'm overreacting. I just loved those earrings alot. 

Here is a pic of it. 

Tried to find a similar pair on vinted.. I finally decided on a pair I really thought was pretty. But that one is always gonna be nr 1🥺 💗❤️💔
 

New solarcell lamps

 Me and my mom was looking around in different stores. And couple of the stores had sales , around 50 % to 70 % , it was on Summer things and on Solar lamps 👀 I love them!! I bought around 10 of them. Different ones but they were just lamps not any special color or so. But still 😍. It will look good in my garden. ✨

Fasting

 

Did you know intermittent fasting van help you lose more weight... I've read about it alot . That's what I'm gonna try. I'm actually on fasting right now. On hour 14 almost 15 h since I ate.. I admit I ate some bad stuff... Chips and dipp😑🙄 Maybe I'm just punishing myself... 

Nightmares

I had a hard time sleeping good... Just had so many weird dreams and nightmares..

One was about a company i worked for and I had started there again.. 😟☹️ ☹️I'm not sure if I have anxiety going back to work or for the future??

Well right now I'm just trying to fix my hair . Coloring it Navy black. 🐱 I was also trying to find a choker with a moon on it. I swear I looked everywhere.. nope , gone 😭 but the. I looked where I have my headbands. There it was!!! 🥹🥳

Summer 🌞

Today is my Birthday

One year older.🫪🤷‍♀️👽🐱

.  My strawberry cake 🍰 🎂 

work hurt my feelings!!

Yesterday, Monday . I knew I wasn't gonna be at the school. So I went to the office that's where we usually meet up and then go to places from there .. I went to the bus a little earlier, since the bus I usually take isn't on the schedule. I was about 7 minutes late.  I went to the office , NO ONE was there!!?? I was like ...what is going on??? 🤔🫤I waited a bit but I txt my clean leader. She didn't respond . I waited maybe 15 min.. then I was like fine I will go to th school and check if someone is there.

Nope

I was like fine I will go home. This is ridiculous!!! I took the bus home and while I was riding the bus I got a txt she said if I had talked to this other person . I said no I haven't , I told her I wasn't feeling well I was on my way home.. she said ok , feel better.

They forgot about me... That must be it .🙁  Just so weird ..... 

 I was so upset and angry. Feeling a bit better today. I still haven't gone back.. my semester starts next week. I might stay home all week.. I don't care.. 😭😟😢 Seems I'm invisible anyways 😩

Midsummer today

Today is Mid Summer . I don't have any plans for today except that I have to go get some mops from my work place then I have to get them clean in the laundry house. Sounds fun right ? 😆 But I got to sleep some extra , also got some snuggles from Savannah . ❤️🌸 I also bought a Cake for my Birthday. It's on June 24th... 🎂

Got some bad news at work

I got a txt from my boss at my 1st job that I had to come in for a small meeting after.. I got so nervous and had so many what could it be??

Minutes went by so slow.. tick, tock , tick , tock....

I finally could go, I went there And she said

Unfortunately the school haven't decided to extend our contract.. so we need to let you go , we don't have anything to offer instead..👀 🫪 I was like okayyy.i said I wasn't surprised . I'm not really sad. A little happy. 😆I just think its okay. I started to dislike the company a bit. 😏 I got 3 months then I got no job there... I still got my other job though. Soooo  I will see what happens🐱🤷‍♀️