Saturday, November 8, 2014

to find myself again

Today didnt went as I  thought, but it was almost like it was expected to happen. I was going to my moms to help her putting ads online. But I was in such bad mood. I made her angry, she yelled at me, trying to lecture me. I decided to leave. She said , if you leave. then you "leave" She meant we are through, I think?? Well I didnt want to go back because I was in tears anyways. I was sad from the beginning. I think its good anyways that we wont speak for awhile, She mentioned I drag her down with my mood. Maybe I do! but (she complains too )Im gonna try to figure this shit out bymyself. 
So bye mom for awhile. 

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