cant deal with myself right now 😩

Woke up today and I just feel i acted so childish? In that message . I am hurt. I cant hide that . 

Thats what on my mind right now. Maybe im too weird to be in a relationship or anything... Im too complicated?? Idk 😩😫 i know one thing. I remember never liking who i am . Since i was a teen. I always wanted to be someone else. Personality wise and looks. Its like why am i different? Or why arent i like that?? Plus that im so sensitive and emotional too m 😤😭

Well i slept pretty bad so im gonna take a nap. ☹️😵

I dont blame him for not talking to me. Ima mess !!!  Which one of us is more sane or crazy? 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

I just want to bury myself in the sand not come out....😶‍🌫️