Feels like the longest day ever!

I went to work today. I kinda made the decision to do it later . Then i havent done much. I cant spend any money because well my pay check this month was very low compared to last. Next one will be better ✌️. And im feeling my pmdd creeping up too. GREAT 😏👎🙄 

i feel so alone and just like im irritating everyone. Especially him. Like im this annoying bitch. 🤔😐😒 Im also bored too. I want this day to just end. 

I will go to work ... And I hope i will feel ok to tomorrow 🥺😭 Oh Yeah i really need to wash my hair and shower. Why does this feel like a chore??