Saturday, August 19, 2023

Day 6 Ugh 😑🀬

Day 6 of the nightmare.... Im not as sad anymore. More numb and angry.😐😑🀬😀 Of course noone should be depressed... But like i said before if you do the crime . You do the time lol. (I have no idea where i got it from)  Like i said to him Yes to be friends and visit him in the future.. Hmm but now i dont know if i want to πŸ™„πŸ«€πŸ˜±
And stay in touch too. How am i supposed to heal if im still in touch??πŸ™„πŸ™„πŸ™„  I know we all our our lovers on a piedestal. But its hard to see the bad right with that person? Like i mer him 4 times? 16 hours total . Other than that phone calls was for almost a year. That was very stressful . Never again. 🀦🀦🀦 Messaging is ok. Its not bad but its sure better than letters but im kinda tired of it. 
Its only words . Letters. Nothing more? No hugs . No kisses . No intimacy . πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜”πŸ˜’ Just sucks . I got some thinking to do.πŸ™πŸ«ΆπŸ€” If you are unsure pray . If you are scared, sad,angry ,happy pray !!!!

I still love him with my whole heart πŸ’”❤️ He is still my Best friend. 
I found this really cool radio station. A Christian one. It has such awesome music . God brought me back to him .πŸ™❤️😍 I have been neglecting it for a while . This had brought me back. He will help me heal my broken heart πŸ’”

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