This week will be tough as...

First of all my damn pmdd is here . Hey , Hello Fuck you!? Feel so UGH! Fat and lonely as someone can feel. Urge to just cry my eyes out 😭😭😤🙄🤬😡

 Second is February 10th 😭😭😭 is coming up... My sweet little brother. That horrible date. 

I got a sucky day today. I was supposed to go to one of my other places. I felt like . I just cant ... Not today. I asked my boss if i could take it on Sunday. Sometimes i get to. Once a month i ask ,kinda. He said yes...🙏🙏