Felt just blah this week

This week just havent been my week. Just been forgetting stuff and just irritated and just grrr😡

You know ? Oh Yeah i reached out to him 2 weeks ago...  Just had a dream and missing him. Yeeah. I sent him a message 😏. He replied and i wrote back again.  I dont know if I did the right thing or not... 😐🤔. 

Feel so fat right now too. I havent been able to lose any weight yet.. time is ticking ... 😵😵 What am i doing wrong? Am i snacking? Or over eating?

😩😩 Just hard...