Obsessing over a missing earring

Yup . I can't stop thinking or looking after an earring. It was one of my favorites pair. I only got 1 😭😭😭 Ive looked everywhere.. even in the vacuum bag. Nothing.. I just hate losing stuff inside or outside .. 😢 but I guess it's time to say goodbye to ever finding it again. My cat is sometimes knocks stuff down from my bedside table.. maybe it fell in my trash bin🤷‍♀️🙍‍♀️ I know I'm overreacting. I just loved those earrings alot. 

Here is a pic of it. 

Tried to find a similar pair on vinted.. I finally decided on a pair I really thought was pretty. But that one is always gonna be nr 1🥺 💗❤️💔