exhausting day and He ran away!

The cat had been all fussy all night and scratch and jumped on the door handle. When I let him in he tried to climb through my window. 😩

When the time was about 5am I was like let's go outside and let you breath.. I was gonna open the door for my cats and I was gone maybe 1 minute. He had already started to walk, I thought he had gone to his fav spot. Nope,! and the other way. Nope! I went around the neighborhood for an hour.. ahhh fuck!!!??? He is gone.. I didn't put ont the leash 

I called my mom later I had to rest.my head been lacking sleep for days now. She was pissed at me. I didn't mean for it to happen. I had to o go to work too. 😮‍💨😤

Idk if he will go back to the old peoples place.. idk what we gonna do. We been trying to take care of him now and focus on him . Just freaking exhausting. 🤐😵😫