So that's how it goes

I got a msg from that girl who loaned money from me. She said I havent been able to message you back. Thats why I got this new account. It was an entirely new name and last name? 👀🧐 She said I will swish you the money as soon as i help my mom moving... What?! Sounds like a lie again.

The other girl with a kid said she has problems getting her study loan. 🤦‍♀️ I hope its true. The third . I havent even got a msg from her. I will so that today. Weirdly the whole conversation was gone. I dont know if i accidentally deleted it 🤔

Well I wont loan to strangers ever again !! 😑

Tried to help people

I became a member of a group on Facebook called swish help last week. Swish is a payment app in Sweden. Im not sure if other Nordic countries also have it... I saw one womans post , She needed 20 $ i saw she had kids on her profile photo i was like okay . I can loan to her.. then i saw aswell another one who needed money for cat litter. I helped her..  all of sudden i get these messages from people wanting help??🤨🧐 I picked out 2 women out of them. One had a child she said she needed formula and diapers. Another one I just randomly chose her. I loaned 15 $ to each so not a big sum of money. 

After that....

Both of them been begging for more.. one has been wanting more n more help. 🫨😵‍💫I said i cant help. She keeps getting into these situations. Need money to get home ... Etc. One time she needed money for food for her mom ,  cus her mom just got home from the hospital??? Sounds a bit fishy to me.. She msg Sunday needed help to get home. Im like why you keep doing that? Im no bank or i dont know you .. I Hope i dont get more those weird msg from her. Just makes me uncomfortable 🫤😫 🤦‍♀️

Well maybe last time im loaning out money to strangers... Seems a bit more hassle than should be??? 

What a lousy week

This week has been so tough and hard, my feet been really saying nope . They have hurt all week and i really need them. 😭😭 At least its Friday.. (I fell asleep and forgot to post lol)

My heater broke too. Something electrical wrong. Its a spark when i turn it on.. i had to buy a new one. 😫 Just say i just been very frustrated . 

Time to caaaaalm down 😱😌🙂‍↕️  Reerlaaaaxxxx

Happy Halloween

Halloween Eve

Gonna try this

I have come up with an idea to lower my anti depressiv dose , to see of my cravings will get better. Im so craving bad stuff especially before bed time. 🫤. Im still at same weight !! Ugh.......Im just on day 2. If it messed up my head i will go back to the normal dose. 

Today im gonna recycle my sida cans at work . Usually it will get around 20 $ or 200 sek. The high school kids drivn alot of energy drinks and soda. 🤪

Lazy Saturday

My feet is hurting really bad today, after this weeks of work.. but was nice to sleep in tol 9.30. So i. Have this app where i have an American phone number, been receiving weird txt and calls. One was last night around 3 am. Someone called, that woke me up. Then i got the txt .

Here is it..

Good evening Rosa, 

Chris Lyons from....

I would like to schedule you to clean my house. Can you text me when you can

Lol?

Just weird .....

Hello October

Saying goodbye to September and Hello October. Halloween month .. my favorite holiday. Love Halloween 🎃 This week i have been trying to eat only apples, as in Apple diet... Its gone pretty okay . I forgot to bring some apples for todays lunch ..😱 guess i have to get some at the store. I have small binged abit. I dont think it affected my diet though 😏....

Trying to organize...

 

My pile of stuff... 😆

I was gonna start taking care of my room , organize it, started good... Ending early . Midway i got tired , took a nap in between lol. Now its 9 pm and im still not done or started.. 🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️. I managed to just push everything in my drawers and a plastic bag. Got too overwhelming. 😣. Does it happen to anyone else??

Got 2 visitors today. One cat i seen before. Tried to help the owner find another home for it.  The cat is Called Sushi . I know so cute name? 🥰 She even came inside to my room... Went out. 👀 Im like okayyy....

 And this black cat. Not sure if its my Smokey but i dont think it was... 🤔

Feeling somewhat better

Im so getting through the sickness. No cough left but this is Kinda yucky.. inside of my nose just smells bad... Kind of infection?? Im tired , apparently someone at the office had contacted my boss that I worn another company tshirt.😬🙄 So i was just going into the building, he called... I was like Ahh!! I turned around, took the bus all the way home... Put on the darn tshirt. Went back, only to find out none of the darn staff was there. I was there for 2 hours. 🤦‍♀️😫.                                 To show them.. Look in wearing THE RIGHT tshirt 😃 I was gonna apologize too. 🤷‍♀️ I guess i will do that on Friday...