irritated 2000 percent

My pmdd is on again. I don't know why but its always worse at evenings and nights. I'm. Soo fuckin irritated at everything. Especially my fuckin annoying neighbor. Ughhht... Tomorrow I have a 8 h day... Wooohooo... I'm being sarcastic. My guy guy has still not written me. Then don't. You seem to not want to. You don't care ☹️☹️☹️☹️ So. Screw you!!!🖕🖕🖕

😠🤬😡😤 And my so disappointed in everyone. My older sis too. She doesn't care... I haven't heard from her or seen her since June 25th.. 😢 ☹️ What is happening. I don't like this at all. I sent him pics. He probably will hate them....  Do I even exist??? I feel invisible. Alone too right now. 😭😭