He wrote back!! time to move on heart ❤️

I kinda told him i got hacked and such.  Wich is not true . I didnt want him too know i did get angry . He cant just be a jerk and yell! Lol he bought it... Im m amazed he did. 

I said i love you and i missed you .. he didnt reply with it back? 😞😞 im consider moving on. He said he just wanted to be friends before ... Maybe thats what he does ? I dont FUCKiN KNOW 😤😤

I mean not to someone else but just i dont want to this "game" anymore. Its tearing me apart. Mentally. 😶‍🌫️🤐

All he does is ask about sending money . Is my money more important or is it just it happen to believe that ?  Apparently he said theyre going back to lockdown? Again?? 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

 im just tired of having my hopes up. For what??  Days go by.. months go by.. months turns to years . You cant get lost time. Thats my plan. I still gonna write him but i will eventually stop i think . I still love him so much. Like i said before i have noo idea if he feels the same 🤔🤨🤷‍♀️☹️ He is so frustrated and i think he sounds angry . Bitter maybe? Taking it out on me? 🤨

My soul needs healing , so does my mind 🙏🙌